Damn college! So much homework and so much stress. I am definitely the typical freshmen that doesnt understand her workload. How can it pile up so fast?????

And Halloween was not that exciting for me. I need to go find a party or something. Not that I'm a party girl or anything but I just feel like I need a full college experience where I get to try things out for the first time. Because I've seriously never been to a Halloween party before.

I'm kinda sad at college. I'm getting homesick...

Simplicity would be the best thing in the world because then, nothing would ever be difficult. Things would finally be easy and life wouldn’t be as hard to deal with. Why does everything seem like one step forward, two steps back? Life is such a slow process and what does it lead to? From the moment we were born, we were meant to die. When, you ask? Well that’s for fate to decide. And what is fate? Fate are the ones that plan out a predestined life for you, but you have no idea what that is. However your life turns out, then I suppose that was the life meant for you. Destiny, fate, prophecies… what can they do? What about free will? I thought that’s what our lives were supposed to be about, choosing our own paths. Then why does it seem like there are forces at work helping us live our lives? Our lives are games to fate, a game where we will never win. We may defy it but we don’t hold the power. Are our lives predestined or is it really our choice? How do people know? Have there been eyewitnesses for the divine forces? Is it possible? Questions answered only leads to more questions being asked and nothing can stop because curiosity is in human nature. Curiosity is the reason for the gossip that spreads among everyone and there doesn’t seem to be people who try to stop it.

One night the moon told me, "If he makes you cry, why don’t you leave him?" I looked back at the moon and said, "Moon, would you ever leave your sky?"

Would you leave your sky? What's my sky? Who's my sky? Something about this makes me think. My sky... willingly, of course not. But if it's necessary, what can you do? Your sky might not even know that's what they are to you. They might not even know that they mean that much to you.

Sitting in an empty room, looking at the blank wall and everything becomes clear.